December 2009
4 posts
today is hard
yesterday was wasted.  i could have held out.  we could have not spoken, had no contact whatsoever. but today…i’m not so sure. i give in to my wants too easily. i know better than to think this way, but i just keep wondering where i screwed up.  well, i mean, i know where, and i know how.  i could’ve been better, but i have my pride. you were always the responsible one. ...
Dec 28th
“The status may not be there but the love has definitely never disappeared.”
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
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the challenge
we are broken up. it’s ok! we are broken up and it’s not only ok, it’s a good thing.  we both know it needs to be this way.  it was inevitable, it was going to happen.  we were waiting for it to happen!  this is exactly what made us special and unusual from the very beginning: the constant talk about our demise. maybe we did that a little too much? sigh. look, i love you. ...
Dec 28th